long time gone~

i hate saying i will do something and it falls by the wayside..facebook just throws
a wrench into everything and my blog falls by the wayside.....life continues to go by
and doesnt wait for me to catch up!
kingston turned 2 and avriana is 1 now and baby boy will be in late september early
october..such blessings..kingston calls me mimi and just melts me and avriana is a constant
smile nad laughter to behold..our family is blessed with such beautiful beautiful children

so going to try an keep a better job of my blog journaL...night xox

new ink on my arm.....=love





emerson & oliva=love

het, avriana and kingston=big love

artful~

arting saved my soul last night...that and christmas music....

grey~

grey it covers me like a warm blanket...

grey like the puddles of water in the driveway

and the stones that surround it....

grey like fur of ruby..

grey, grey, grey....

it gets in deep and plants itself in my soul

and i cannot shake it loose....

better have another cup of coffee and figure it out.......

reflecting~

i have lost myself somewhere along the way....

first fall sunday~

cool and crisp fall morning ! sitting in bed with a cup of black tiger coffee

moving around the internet! surrounded by my furry babies....

really wanting to stay in bed all day but that wont happen..

too much to do before lani gets here on wednesday .....

my starbucks did some remodeling and was closed all last week BUT guess who is the owner of the beautiful leather couch that probably would had been trashed!

yep me... woo hoo.....that will be moved into my bedroom..and bonus it seems like coffee~
go figure... ha......

sunday~

the house seems humid and stuffy even though the air is on? so het and i have opened the windows that have screens in them in the hopes the house will cool down...

i have even cleaned the dust off my ceiling fan to cool my bedroom....
it looks like i am starting the hot flashes, wth?

so i am a mess with my inner child playing with matches constantly, ugh!

bad girl....

lazy day at good manor today, its been raining and storming!
perfect day to

stay in and be creative....
except to run to run out to starbucks, ha!

long time no see~

im back dont know if i am better but im here!

that damn facebook i think replaces alot of
bloggers...so i am trying to get back in the swing of things..
life just keeps moving on whether i blog or not..so today i am
just posing a question...."what is happiness"
where do you find
it
within yourself..
let me know your thoughts...